Highs & Lows

A place where we can share our Highs & Lows ...

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Haha! You've caught me by surprise, baby! =)

baby baby baby!
you are so so SWEET! =)

gosh .... I am so so pleasantly surprised, baby!
I didn't expected you to actually remember my userid and password ... and to actually enter my blog to submit an entry! =)
Hahax! you are truly getting better and better at giving me surprises, baby!
Hugz! Thank you dear!

know that tomorow is your first class test for this semester.
I know that no matter how prepared you can be, the sense of nervousness is always there.

Hugz.
I've prayed for you and I know that our God's grace is more than sufficient for you, baby! His faithfulness endures forever! He will be there to see you through, dear! And so will I. =) All the best for your test, my Love!

By the way, I hope you like the 'siew mai' and the carrot cake bought juz now. ;>


See ya at 8pm later!
=)
Awaiting for your good news!

Believing in you ... Always, Pat.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Heart-melt.

Sweetie sweetie sweetie. What can I say. Each time I think about you, think about us, I take in a deep breath to calm my fluttering heart.

I think of how surreal things are.

I think back about when we first met. It was almost a non-event. "Mr Patrick Ng?" Yup. Blonde-streaked haired Mr Patrick Ng.

And now, before I know it, before I can say "Hallelujah" backwards five times, in the blink of an eye, each event I meet you, no matter how often it is, is far from a non-event. Every moment spent with you is so heartwarming, so sweet, so loving. Words do not have to be exchanged. My hand in yours. Your loving gaze. Breathtaking.

That song? The one we heard at McCafe...My heart couldn't have felt happier, as you fingers carressed mine and mine carressed yours. I truly have finally found someone. Looking through the lyrics, I couldn't agree with you more. (Hey, I'm no copy cat. It's just that you're so brilliant, my lines get stolen all the time. :) )

You are so, so, so special to me. You are simply amazing. Each time I think about you, all I can say is, "Wow, God. Wow. Thank you thank you thank you."

I love you, dear. I am so in love with you.

Monday, September 18, 2006

I'm so in love with you baby. =)

Seated across the table ...
At McCafe ...
you just asked me "so what are you doing?"

=)

Typing you a Love-note, Silly. =P



Seeing you studying ... flipping your notes one page to another ... I'm sure you are tired, baby. Studying ain't never an easy task. I understand, baby. I do.

*** Hugz ***

Though I've said this a million times, baby ...
but I'll never get tired of telling you how I would so often be thinking ... reflecting ... wondering ... and appreciating how amazingly God brought you into my life, dear. As each day passes, as we spent more time together, I feel myself falling deeper and deeper in love with you ... and that is such a sweet and beautiful thing, baby. I like that ... no ... I should sy that I love it. =)

Yesterday at Kallang Mac, when your body was next to mine, when I was holding you in my arms, your head was on my shoulder, looking out through the 'window', fantasizing about how nice it would be like if we were in some part in Europe right now ... being in each other's arms ... our cups of coffee on the table ... looking at the pedestrains running from rain looking for shelter ... listening to the many raindrops pattering hard on the concrete floor ... so cold and unfeeling and detached ... but yet so warm, so cozy, so safe in each other's embrace. =) It was so romantic, baby. Hugz.

Listening to the song playing in the background ... I felt that the lyrics of the song (sung by Barbra Streisand and Bryan Adams) was so meaningful, baby. Here's how the lyrics go ... hope you enjoyed it as much as I did when we were listening to it juz now ...
******************
I Finally Found Someone
I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one who makes me feel complete
It started over coffee, we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin
This time is different
all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
Cuz we can talk it through
My favorite line was can I call you sometime?
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away
This is it
Oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one to be with every night
Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun,
I finally found someone Ooh, someone
I finally found someone Ooh…
Did I keep you waiting
(I didn't mind)
I apologize
(baby, that's fine)
I would wait forever
Just to know you were mine
I love your hair
(are you sure it looks right? )
I love what you wear
(isn't it too tight)
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life
Oh, this is it
Oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one to be with every night
Cause whatever I doIt's just got to be you
(oh, yeah)
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
Ooh, my life has just begun…I finally found someone
******************

This lyrics of this song speaks clearly of what my heart feels for you, baby. =)

I love you. I'm so in love with you.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Day of Change!

Bought myself a nice, yummy cup of Honey-Dew Ice_Blended from Coffee Bean before settling down to open the bible. Have not opened and read His word in a consistent manner for a really long time. Today ... is the day of change! Today, I will change! =)

"Have made a personal commitment to you Lord that I will make it a point to read your Word everyday ... to know you more! I don't know much Lord ... and I come before as an empty vessel ... fill me with the wisdom that is of God ... fill me with the knowledge that comes from the Book of Truth ... reveal to me revelations upon revelations the hidden truths that lie in your Word ... awaiting for one who hunger ... one who thirst ... to seek these treasures of Heaven, Lord. I will be the hungry man! I will be the one who is thirsty after you, Holy Spirit. Fill me with more of you as You reveal more of Yourself to me day by day. Like how we sang in in church today ... there must be something more, Lord! There must be something more! Show Yourself to me, Father, Jesus and You too, Holy Spirit. Let Your word come to life in my life! Let Your Word take root in my heart. I want to know You more ..."

How can I thank you more ...

So much has happened ... so much ... so so much ...
you would probably se the word "surreal" again? haha! I guess you would.
ya ... I feel the same way too! =)
After spending time together ... in the car ... holding your hand ... stroking your hair ... strolling down Suntec and Marina Square with you by my side ... window-shopping ... watching "Pirates" together... "Click" ... Jennifer Anniston's "Breakup" ... "the devil wears Prada" ... talking about the show ... reflecting about life's lessons that could be learnt ... chilling out together at Atrium Lounge ... listening to the music ... having you by my side ... sipping down my glass of cold beer ( "Ahhh ...." ) ... walking by the beach ... standing on the sand, feeling the gentle breeze, singing together with you ... listening to you sing ... laughing with you ... hearing you giggle away girlishly ... looking deep into your eyes and you in mine ... talking .... sharing about life ... listening ... admiring ... adoring .... loving ... encouraging ... motivating ... supporting ... attending service together with you ... praising God and worshipping God with you by my side ... catching the same vision (as what Paster Calvin has given to the youth ministry) ... praying for you ... praying with you .... saying grace together .... Kenny Rogers ... Crystal Jade ... NYDC ... Marmalade Pantry ... Kallang Mac ...
Haha! The list can go on and on and on ...
baby, I'm so grateful ... to God. Yes! Definitely to God ... for bringing you into my life! How can I thank you more .... ? I'm truly grateful to you too dear ... for being such an amazing influence and wonderful blessing in my life! =)
I love you for who you are. Always remeber that baby - I love you for who you are; not for what you can do or cannot do for me.
Hugz.
=)
God is good all the time! And all the time, God is good!
And all of God's people say ... "AMEN!"
=D